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Since I've seen comments on the latest videos trying to either give me kind support for declining views or calling me washed for not having enough views in their eyes, I figured I'd go ahead and make a statement since I've clearly been uploading way less over the past few years.
The truth of the matter is, I'm doing other things aside from Youtube now that bring me joy and success. It has made GD and Youtube a thing I do occationally as opposed to the main work. Ever since my mental breakdown in 2024, I did state that I had to change how I approached my life and I certainly have now, to a much better position and promising future than where I used to be. In terms of Youtube, I wanted it to be a thing I like to do again since I have for a long time really hated it. It is hard sometimes to finish the videos I publish since they are an enormous web of work every time since I often have to do both research, script writing and video editing all by myself due to unique and unresearched topics. But I want to release videos I am also proud of, not release filler meant to cater to an algorithm demanding the world from you.
So to put it short, I genuinely don't mind if the channel gets less views or less traction or anything like that. I want to make good videos you want to watch and naturally, views and success tend to come in on its own as a result. I don't need millions of views or anything like that to be happy. If the audience I've gathered are happy with I make and the people I look up to are happy with what I make, I cannot ask for more. I won't stop making videos, don't worry there. It'll just take a bit more to release videos I'm proud of, which there's still plenty in the works even now :) Thank you for everything over the years now that my channel has reached 10 years old.
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I've made the decision to private all videos from me related to opinions of mine. It has been years since I made such videos and ever since I have been harassed and bullied for them behind my back and I quite frankly have had enough. I'm fully open to the idea of people not agreeing with me as that is quite frankly human but to be belittled and have my entire personality be tied to pure negativity as a result of those opinions is where I draw the line. I'm tired of seeing comments in my videos, Discord servers I'm in and even my own level comments constantly calling me negative in every way possible. As such, I'm officially ensuring that the videos that caused this mess to begin with are gone and dusted from my channel forever.
I'm not going to pretend like I didn't make mistakes in those videos as I did go too far towards some individuals and it probably is a reflection of my mental state at the time being a complete mess. It isn't an excuse but I really was angry in general around that time, which I won't go into why publicly. I apologized to those people the second those videos were out as I felt it was not fair to treat them way. But that doesn't suddenly mean that two wrongs make one right. I have been severely hurt from a lot of comments from people that continue to belittle or discredit me all these years later; whether it be on YouTube, Twitter or Discord. If you consider this justice for what I did then tell me, how much is enough? For how many more years would I have to deal with people that I have never even spoken to or said anything negative towards to continue to insult me and everything I stand for behind my back or straight up to my face? I'm not this stone cold wall that you can throw insults at and expect it not to hurt. I often read what you say as I want to hear what people think, I always have. But when those comments affect my mental state to the point where I enter a state of depression every time I see just one comment beating me down, it is clear that all of this nonsense isn't worth anyone's time anymore.
I can't take back the fact that I made those videos but what I can do is meet you on a middle-ground. If you were personally hurt by these videos, then I do apologize and consider any statements I made in them as blank statements, void of meaning. If you still feel this anger towards me for not sharing the same opinion as yours, the only thing I can say to you is you really need to calm down. My statements are not that serious to your life and never have or will be. The normal thing to do here is to disagree with what I claimed, move on and treat me like you would to any other normal person. I'm not perfect or more special than anyone else out there in the world, I don't want to be treated like I'm better than anyone else. And much like I said back then, I had no interest in making more videos of that kind and that hasn't changed even today. Please let me put that part of my life behind me forever.
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Said this in my Discord server, so I figured I'd share it here too since it's pretty important.
A bit of an update on my end since I have been pretty damn quiet, truth be told I have been much advised from my partner, video editor and others to just take it easy for now. I went through a mental breakdown about certain prospects of doing YT videos and I am going to have to make some pretty drastic changes in my life in the future as a result.
I've been for a long time now rather unhappy with the fact that I am only able to upload so few videos each year that I am actually proud of and I have had to constantly juggle my efforts across multiple projects just to keep the garbage Youtube algorithm entertained and I hate it. I want to put my full focus on videos I want to make and with where things are going, that is currently impossible. There is one aspect that I am waiting for before I can fully commit to just doing what I want to do instead of catering to the algorithm, which I would let everyone know when that happens with a simple video. My video editor is currently doing what he can to put together a couple of aspects for upcoming videos that are still in the development, the map pack survey collection and one 40 minute video that I was putting together. i would imagine both of them would be ready in October.
Tl;dr is I'm chilling with YT for my own mental well being and I'm trying to make big changes in my life or it will genuinely fall apart at this rate.
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